So many old friends have moved on from here, a place in which the chats were my only social network at the time. I've seen it happen every time I'm able to be here, and it just sucks, really. I know friends come and go, but I didn't want to accept that until they were already too far gone. Just recently, I cannot even find the #Heaven4WolvesII chatroom, which was the place I spent the most time in. I don't know what happened or how time went by so quickly that I lost a lot of close friends in what seemed like the blink of an eye.
I just miss things, I guess. I'm going to try and move on, but I wanted to get these feelings somewhere and let folks I once knew become aware that I'm still here. And I probably will be for quite a while. I'm going to hit the chatrooms and try and regain that feeling of being the new guy in a place once more, because, even though I thought otherwise, I miss that now that it's all passed.